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the Drugged
Name:KevinLee AkA Street69
Age:15
BOD:May 26 1994
LOC:PARcVista
SChoolz:IMMACULATE HEART OF MARY SCHOOL,,NEW TOWN PRIMARY SCHOOL,,JURONGWEST SECONDARY SCHOOL
I am worth Thrice your life!$100000000
1. To be with her.
2. To buy sneakers or dancing shoes.
3. To get her.
4. To make her smile.
5. To make her be who she is.
6. Play my favourite song.
7. Play my new composed songs.
8. ETC.
9. ETC.
10. ETC.
Cassandra Yueh ting Bobo Yuchuan Ryan Kishan Fiona peh Yilin Ruth Laypeng(senior) Jingwen(my gan) Name
my daily dosage=JurongWestSecondarySchool
Batrisya(1n1) Jolene MaryJo Joan Geni Fiona(my gan) Rachel chang hui shi fan club Shafia Rachael Suhermanto Jaisani Ivan lim Valerie Phavdy(Puppy) Jing ning Mr kenrus yee Jia yi Jia hui ROY Hidayah Lela 1T2 Name Name
my daily dosage=OTHERS
Wan ling Jasmine Rachel Neo Patrick afiqa Name Name Name
Ugh! Boredom!!!!!!!!!!! Hope it's gone.. My fingers are tired of plucking the strings on my guitar.............. Composed new songs, got bored.. WTH! Wanna play with my dogg, TIRED!!!!! No homeworks , only stupid stuffs.. Hope to have more than enough..... I asked myself if i wanna go swim, , don't want.Go gym, don't want,go play tennis, don't want, play billiards,, maybe( if my friend's around), go playground,( don't want,I'm tooooooo very old and matured for em')..... GRRR!!!!!!!! Maybe i can go sleep... (not sleepy)..
What should i do? Let's talk about sch then.. School's fine.. Excepts for fakers and freakz... They don't know how to respect people around them.. What so PAISEI and funny about confiscating a sweet drink?WTH!
Dance; Back pain,leg pain, hand pain,arm pain, hips pain, back of the head pain!! It's sooo damn tiring!! And I've learned new dance steps.. Kinda easily-forgettable steps!X.X
Friends; I've got lots of em'.. And i love them so much!!!1
Stuffs;Yeah, I bought new insects(real-like insects).. I got cockroach,maggots,houseflies and spiders and even rats.. I look forward to begin my hobby..Collecting insects...Hehe..
I'll end everything here then.. Kinda tired...ugh! Bubyez..
Signing off,Street69,:) With much respect,PEACE!
/now that you are gone.
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I tried to but i cant.. / Saturday, August 15, 2009
Why can't i make you smile? Why can't i make you laugh? Why can't i make you happy?
You can't even tell me what your freaking problem is! All i want is to make your each and everyday happy! All i need is to do what you ask for!
There's nothing more good but to make you smile. I was looking at you every moment. To see if your in danger or trouble.
Just to save you, Catch you when you fall, Sing a song to make your day plain and simple.
Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me?
/now that you are gone.
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My new song..Its called Startin' it new,,, / Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Juz Wait for my video in youtube and i'll give you the link or my audio..hehe.. here's the lyrics..ENJOY!
(verse1) I just wanna start again, starting a new day for real. Leavin' every problems behind. You can just leave me alone, and make our wedding postponed, I dont care anyway.
(Bridge) The weathers' good here are the moods, the suns' are here, I've gotta be cleared Sometimes we're happy, sometimes we're sad, sometimes we're naughty, sometimes we're mad..
(chorus) I need a new life, to stay alive, I need a story. I need a new plan, a new change then... I'm sorry.
(verse2) I know that changing our lives, can lead a change in this world, I know that sacrifice, is a part of a our lives. BUT they say, you dont have to give reactions, All you gotta do is to change all your actions..
(chorus 2) I need a new life, to stay alive, I need a story. I need a new plan, a new change then... I'm sorry. I need a new love,thats given from above.. I need a new heart,with a simple love of art.
(break) You're the reason that i gave up, you're the reason that i'm fucked up. All i need is for me to fly, And all you gave are nothing but lies.
ENGLISH-83.7/100(A)=I think i'm first in class for english...hehe malay-44.3/100(U) MATHEMATICS-63.3/100(C) science-67.3/100(C) COMPUTER APPLICATIONS-75.2/100(A) design and technology-65.1/100(C) ART-71.7/100(A) social studies-(A) LITERATURE-(D) music(B)
ALL SUCKS!!!!!!!!
ANd I only got 4th position(4/40) in class...And when you combined both classes(1t1 and 1t2),I'm only 6th position(6/67)!!!!!!!
And then,mr lim pin sheng(my form teacher),is now changing school to henderson secondary as he will be changing house.. grr....sad sia...FIONA CRY HERE AND THERE...hahax...
ANd now,we are all curious who our new form teacher for secondary 1 will be...ugh...
ending here...
-cheers-
/now that you are gone.
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Yo...forgot your bday bash! / Tuesday, May 5, 2009
HAHA... here are new birthday bashes we are waiting for hehesss...
rachael chang hui shi-4th may My sis(geilyn)-5th may my friend(marc gaeven)-7th may my friend(charlynn)-8th may nuratiqah from jwss sec4e4-10th may my hip hop friend(raden aka fleezy g)-13th may evelyn(jwss sec2)-16th may
A VERY BIG HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wish you all the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Another poem / Wednesday, April 29, 2009
I wish you could understand me Trying out to be Just like a dead body in the sea Drowning and the heart crying out for help.
I wished to smile back at you But i couldn't as I'm tied together with you but facing the other way Just for us to live forever at last
Yesterday,saturday.. phavdy and valerie invited me to go to bugis.. BUT i have to go to lavender to register for NRIC for 15 yrs old people who applied for the IC.. But mine wasn't succesful as they didn't give me the complete recipe for the completion so i'll come back this friday after school... So i went there with valerie..and after that, we waited for phavdy at the bugis for less than an hour..
Then we went to bugis junction and booked for movie tickets for 17 again..again we waited for about 1hour and 45 mins..Then we slacked at the macdonalds and the arcade at the basement...LUCKILY not much people..okay..done with updatin'... byez and (BUZZED OFF)...
/now that you are gone.
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A true love, doesn't have a happy ending... Because,a true love doesn't have an ending.
If you love something or someone, all you do is let it go... And if it comes back to you, it's yours.. If it doesn't, it means it's never yours and never will it be yours.
Love, needs patience and time...
L O V E 12 15 22 5 ToTal about love is..54% out 100%
P A T I E N C E 16 1 20 9 5 14 3 5 ToTal about patience is..73% out of 100%
H A R D W O R K 8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 TOTal about hardwork is..98% out of 100%
BTW AND FYI... My teacher taught me this.. that's all...!
Hey everyone..sorry i never update my blog but now i am..LOL!ermss....It's been a long time since i last updated my -going to die-blog...
Please continue to support it...
And todae...At the dance lesson...It was vry good but when the time i did my best,all goes to waste...It was my first time to hear my dancing not good..soooo MAYBE......
I'l stop dance forever... I was hurt....But luckily,a heart calmer came....
I found a new friend...she's from vietnam...She help-ed me sae all the nice nice things for me...I didn't expect someone would do tat...I was shocked and looked at her...Obviously i thanked her..BEFORE I BURN UP....
We talked in the dance room...EXciting even though we juz sat down lyk EMOs.... She told me about her,i told her about me... Dance lesson ends...I walked with her along the corridor to the outside of school as she was going to wait for her guardian... WAT A GOOD EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When it all started...I was lyk WARH!!!!!!!!really i not bluffing and i dont lie... i sumtyms only den bluff... okeiz people...its time for me to BUZZZZ off....byez and take care...i might update ths blog after a long time again...zz..zz..
MOre rules 1.NEVER DISOBEY MY RULES 2.NEVER SPAM MY BLOG 3.NEVER PASS MY BLOG TO ANOTHER HUMAN(NO HUMAN-HUMAN) 4.NEVER TRY TO TAKE ANY THING FROM ME. 5.FOLLOW ALL THE RULES
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I should have known that you wouldn't be good for me.
But I was so STUPID that I trusted you.
What a SHAME for me.
I tried to speak but no words came out.
I asked myself.
Why'd you have to come in my life if you don't even liked me.
And one day,I called you but you weren't there to answer the phone.
SO i left you a message.
You read the message and you heard it.
The message says....
'I love you and i'll never leave you.
I wished to have you,hug you and kiss you.arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!'
That was the message...
And the message was from me...
I'm dead now but my soul still lives for you and if you think that i'm gone,I'll never leave your side anymore again.
God talked to me one day.
He told me the good things I should have done for you as inside,I loved you but outside,there was something.I just couldn't explained what it was.
You don't have to look for me.
By the way.
Why i died.
There's someone at the door when I was calling you.
It came knocking very loudly.
I opened it and I was....
I do not know what happened but I saw him holding a knife.
And now that i'm leaving,I want you to listen to this last words.
It's not that bad here in heaven I suppose.
It's the best place I've ever seen.
But I can't tell you how it looks like.
I guess you have to see it for yourself next next time.
Don't worry about me.
I've found some friends,but I have never found a girl like you as for me,it's only you and no one else.I love you very much.
Jesus is looking forward to meet you for the first time.
You better be good.
LOng time no hear from yoU GUYs! / Thursday, January 22, 2009
Warh!!!!!!!sooooo long never update my blogg sia...btw im bck to action... not really being playboy but playboy platinum style...
I had a nice holiday trip to my land and now...in jurongwest sec sch wit lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of gurls...
LOL!
i enjoys alot in my high school... and i missed aalmost everyone in everywhere...
gtg go now!!!!!!!!!byeBYE!
/now that you are gone.
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A dae without rest.. / Thursday, December 11, 2008
2daE I weNt to the Singapore IMMIGRATION at lavender cuz hab to take our oath takin cuz we juz became singapore citizen.. WAH singaporean siA!(eww actually)..
Btw...last monday,me and my friends went to escape theme park.. MORNING TO NIGHT.. I met new friends there too.. his name is shabir from pakistan and justin from singapore.. I was damn so lucky to meet justin cuz he has a friend, which i met too...i asked for her numbers..
DAYS PASSED...(actually onlii 3-4 daes lers.) we chat.. we began to noe each others.. I didnt sae i lyk her..lol!
thats' all...
btw...next week im going wild wild wet..who wan come ,tell me when kk's???
THe day we found our eyes... / Wednesday, December 10, 2008
todae was the happiest dae of my lIFE yes!!!!!!!!!!!cant tell ya all the whole story... onlii it was fun..
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YEs!!!!!Ie thnk i Found HER... I saw HER... I Listened to HER voice... I Chat with HER... She Could bE tH OnE... I wished s00...
Th First Tym Ie Saw HER,i talkED to HER,I asked for HER number... And i caught her smile with glimpse...
LOL...
I wished she's single... But lots of boiiz oso Lykz HER... s00.. tHs test could Be as hard as climbing HER heart... But i hoped i can do it... JUZ KEEP MOVING FORWARD...
Lost a friend again...a brother...oh hell no i didnt say its over... What th ***k!!!!!!! *&%&^&$&%$##$$@@%&^&@#!!!!!
Now,im sitting under my roof,doing nuthin but crying... DAMN!..
Im sorry to everyone i noe,even the ants whom i have talked before but i think ive been harsh on you guys.... Really damn sorry... WtH(W stands for why not what) am i like this???
/now that you are gone.
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About true friendships
Moving on is simple, what you leave behind that makes it difficult.
A simple friend thinks the friendship over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face.
You meet people who forget you. You forget people you meet. But sometimes you meet those people you can't forget. Those are your friends
If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.
We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry.
A simple friend thinks the friendship over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
Never explain yourself. Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe .
Friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding.
Since there is nothing so well worth having as friends, never lose a chance to make them.
Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.
My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life.
Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side.
There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.
It is strange how often a heart must be broken before the years can make it wise.
The worst solitude is to be destitute of sincere friendship.
We all lose friends.. we lose them in death, to distance and over time. But even though they may be lost, hope is not. The key is to keep them in your heart, and when the time is right, you can pick up the friendship right where you left off. Even the lost find their way home when you leave the light on.
/now that you are gone.
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WHOoo! I had fun changin my blog skin... UNCOOL 2 COOL! I wished yuo all liked my new layout....PLZ rank out of 10! thank you. AnD my name is Kira the 109th.
-Kira the 109th-
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songs my incomplete piece of song...plz no copyrights... / Monday, December 1, 2008
yeahhyeahh....ahhh...
i wanna kiss you,hug you and love you i wanna buy u a cake thats says i love you. i wanna save you, i wanna date you, and i wanna marry you until the end of my life. i wanna gve u sumthing tat i want u to have its something special tat no girls had before in their life. its my love for you,tat is priceless and true, and from now i will call you my beloved boo.
all this tat im saying for you is true, and loving you is the best i can do,my boo, i wanna serve you until the end of my life, and i wanna find you even if it takes me centuries.
i have alot of time with you to spend.
/now that you are gone.
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NEWM!! movie only in theatres!!! / Saturday, November 29, 2008
YEA YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm soooooooooooooooo vry hapie cuz my fave movie is coming out soon(NOT RLY SOON) and it is on july 17 2009...........................................
Can anyone guess wat it is???its harry potter and the half-blood prince.....WHooWHooo!
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Back to wer i belong / Friday, November 28, 2008
I juz went back to ma lYFE I missed my friends no cuz I thinK IM lOSt I Couldn't FInd MYself,MY body,my MInd ,MY souL and my hearrttt...
Take A boWx To those people wHO HAd BEen kind to Me and to those who pretended to be cool to me....
/now that you are gone.
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broKENed friendshiP.... / Thursday, November 27, 2008
Last tyme,
Ryan,kEvinlee we were so close that in the end,this happened...
we aren't friends now.... and we aren't gang matez now...
I told him that it's over......
There's a reason but i guess i shouldn't shout it out loud....
My heart sank as my bEST FRIENDS list has decreased each day i dream....
I kneeled and prayed...
I said LORD,why do i have to do this... eACH tiME i mention his name,tear drops....And i feel weak... I asked for forgiveness frm the lord...
/now that you are gone.
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one of the latest new songs in Mtv and its my fave nowadays....LOL!!!!!! / Wednesday, November 26, 2008
PLz understanD the lYRicS........ThnkxZ!
Take a breath I pull myself together Just another step until I reach the door You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you I wish that I could tell you something To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I won't give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice It's drowning into whispers It's just skin and bones There's nothing left to take No matter what I do I can't make you feel better If only I could find the answer To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I wont give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down I'll pick you up off the ground If you lose faith in you I'll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall Oh you know I'll be there for you
(Ahahaha) If only I could find the answer To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I wont give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know (Oooh) I wish I could save you I want you to know (Ohohh) I wish I could save you (ohh)
/now that you are gone.
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I wanna.....
-kIss you -huG You -Love You -carry yoU -makE yoU HapPY -SurpRISe yoU FroM BehIND -make yOu a caKE thAT saYS I love you forever and ever that no one can ever breAK the LOve I'M gONna Give yOu -Bring you to the MALl -Bring you to a CIneMA -briNg you to diSNEY lanD -Bring you to vivo city -Bring you to my MansiON -Bring you tO a ConcerT -IntrODuce yoU to the CeLebritieS FRoM HollYwooD -IntrOduce yoU to my parents -Buy you A CutE Puppy -buy you a nIce mAnsion
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-buy you the Most ExpenSive LimoSine eVer
-BuT-
all I can Ever do For you is to LisTEN-----to-----my hEarT that every second it beat.....It shout YouR NAMe out LOUD!
That was a poem that i made and all it came out from my heart to my mind to my words and to my hands and to my keyboard.....
Plz Rate it OUt of 10.... THAnkx....
-GLockZ-
/now that you are gone.
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It was a new year for new town primary school. New town primary school has just begun the moving to it's new campus... Juz now,i went there to see how the building was... for me,if im going to rate out of 10...IT WILL BE 9.5/10...
quite nice and scenery rockx... plz visit it if you want...blurHrs!!!!!!!!!!
/now that you are gone.
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something i've learnt / Tuesday, November 25, 2008
In a forest,there are trees,lots and lots of trees... Once it fall,it breaks and that's because it's fragile... But i believed,that a persons heart,is never fragile for when you love someone,it stays like a cusion...
/now that you are gone.
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plz comment on my poem if good or not good...thnkx!
I wanted to be your friend,and i am now... I wanted to be your guardian angel,and i am now... I wanted to be your love,and i am now... Now that i have you on my shoulder,i do not want to lose you,give you away or sell you away... I do not want to hurt you.
There's a PROBLEM...
I'm scared to hug you... Scared to kiss you... Scared to say i love you... I just don't have the guts to hold your hands too... But even if i try,i couldn't resist...
In the end...
I tried to let go of your hands... it was possible!!!
I understand that...... i am not the perfect guy you think to hold your hands... I don't feel comfortable sitting with you,having you on my shoulder...
A tear drops every time you say you love me... REASON:The more you love me,the more i go away from you...
The word I have to tell you is... SORRY!!!
I was a jerk...
Goodbye
Im never perfect for you...
/now that you are gone.
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what things i did today... / Sunday, November 23, 2008
In dA MORning,i woke up(ofcourse)... -walked around the house... -bathe -brushed my teeth -waited for parents -went to church -ate at koufu -went to bugis street -got tired -went home -post this message..
/now that you are gone.
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What iv'e done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!for today.... / Saturday, November 22, 2008
This day,saturday, was a very bad day!!!!!!!! Me,my maid and my beloved dad had general cleaning... we changed the house style! quite nice but vry hard. the whole day we did it. OMG! my bak hurts mannnn...... but i wished i helped vry much... but i still had chance and some time to chat wif my friends.. LOL!
/now that you are gone.
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mY faved Own poem... / Friday, November 21, 2008
The sun's rising, the breeze is here, the people's shizzling and the area's clear...
I'm right here,waiting for your response, while you, just standing there, not talking to me, kinda like you giving up on me, while i, never giving up, on your love, for you and my love for you... I'm now in my own room, waiting for you, not letting go, seemed very stupid, and looking like a freak in my room... I gotta let it go, the feeling that's inside my heart... BUt I do'n think that i can do that... It's just that I still loved you... I love you forever and i will never leave your mind and if i'm going away,Plz give me the chance to take your heart with me to another world of mine...I never wanted to leave my own world... One day,i saw your dad's car,crushed and burned while you were inside of it... I told myself Wtf**k!!!!!!! i WISHED That this is the worst nightmare ever and when i wake up,you're here beside me,telling me that you love me FOREVER AND EVER....That was the freakin worst nightmare ever in my life... I tried not to think what i shouldn't be thinking...But i couldn't control myself thinking about it............................ I never wanna let it go...the feeling that i felt for you....
/now that you are gone.
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what happened on the party... / Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Seems like everyone had a great time... some went swimming... some went helping MDM TEE barbeque the raw foods... and some just went to eat...
I have never had a great party like this before with my friends,classmates and my beloved teacher,MDM TEE with her husband who looked older than we thought he was... I have never seen such party with scoldings from the guard... There's this one time that we needed water to wash hands...It was on but no water came out... The security guard helped us out to on the water...And when he turned on the handle,water came out and splashed the guard away... Everyone laughed out LOUD!!!!!!!!!!Eventually we said sorry except for some heartless freaks in this world who doesn't even care about anything... or anyone else...
I have also never seen such happy faces from them when we went swimming and played games in there...We ate (FRESH)fruit salad with yoghurt,spicy stingray,hot and spicy macaroni,hotdogs,chicken and fishballs...
For those who came...(If i can remember your names) SPECIAL THANKS TO YOU- 1.Ryan(he helped me out carrying a lot of things when we were shopping at IMM the morning before the party.. 2.yilin 3.aisyah 4.puteri 5.Farhan(he helped mdm tee carry the things to the bbq pit) 6.yusri 7.haiqal 8.raden 9.ashok 10.raden's bro(hafiz) 11.haqim 12.samuel 13.josh 14.regina 15.luqman 16.xie zhan ming 17.cai san 18.yu chuan 19.hamizah 20.suriani 21.tan hui zhen 22.edwin tong 23.kelvin tan 24.frans and im very thankful to: 1.mother of farhan who helped out in marinating the chicken... 2.husband of Mdm tee 3.and MDM TEE...
I hoped that all of you enjoyed it really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
/now that you are gone.
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i have not much to say bout the party... But wished to those who came,enjoyed the party and noe hard feelins... for those who came and those friends i had... thnkx for the memories euu give me... at first i was shy to ask bout you'll but now i have the confidence to talk to all of euu... loved you all and will not keep you all in my mind but in my heart which is now beating...
/now that you are gone.
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Empty paper / Monday, November 17, 2008
I niD SOMEONE TO wriTe i love you in this empty piece of paper
